Wednesday, 10 July 2019

Life As of Now

I was not even expecting that I will write post after such long time.This too is happening unplanned.
I just came across my FB profile and seen this blog URL.I went to the same old memories of collage days where I wrote the first blog post in a friends mess.I was not confident on my English speaking skills so I have not written anything.But now when I can write and speak English very well.I do not write.I think I improved a lot since then but I am not recognising and appreciating this,this is because I have big dream to chase I think these little achievements are not the one which I should celebrate.Oh! in between this I have have changed my laptop too.this time it is HP this too is quit slow but I am not doing the kind of works that I used to do in collage days.I have mainly utilised my time in the preparation and and my laptop too turned into the reservoir of preparation related stuff and not of movies and songs.I remember I was not studying my CS related stuff in collage days but this time everything in my laptop is related to this preparation only.I don't watch movies I don't do the social media it's just office ,office and study.I have never written about office and my corporate life if I will write it will be a separate epic story where there is less money and more speakable experiences just few lines-I is not what I thought or what I knew from the little research I have done before joining.I am not going to write about my corporate life.It seems I never ready to accept this as my job I always thought about the preparation only I have prepared well used every moment whenever possible to prepare but loosing and gaining is part of the life .I don't write anything bad about my life because I strongly believe it is I who is responsible for any harm or damage and It will be me who will solve such crisis I am on the way to solve I am started preparing well again I will not leave I will do everything possible to win.